Thursday, July 09, 2009

when dreams just HAVE to come true

I started this blog at 2:26 PM, Starbucks Coffee, Paris Van Java Mall, Bandung. As I slurped my Signature Ice Nonfat No Whip Chocolate, it fills my throat with a dark yet sensational friendly vibe. Bilawa Ade Respati has just gone teaching at the Georama Music School nearby, and I began thinking about what should I do two hours ahead while waiting for him to be finished.

My Fashion Marketing and Computing Summer Course will be starting on August the 1st soon, and honestly my thoughts had never gone so far from those things since I first registered myself on their website. My dreams had apparently came in one by one.. came true a step at a time.. my deepest thoughts just felt so good when i got even closer, and also the lightest smiles always lighten myself up when it reaches out the simplest surface of myself.

Have u ever heard that i really, really, really want to be a stylist?

It has only been a year since I first started to think. Thinking ahead, thinking it through, try to find the ways of making all my future dreams accomplished. I see the two figures on the pictures above, and I see what I would really love to do years ahead. As I read Michael Pondaag's interview on how he stated that education is still the most important thing if you finally choose to get into the industry--I jumped over on my heels and decided to go to UK for a support of education as he said. St. Martins College of Art and Design, it called. Only two months. Yeah, only two months. Might be nothing compared with all those Fashion Design bachelor degree holders. But this is my courage, my courage to fight. Fight and learn. Learn and earn.

I am scared most of the time. Yeah, I'm scared. It will be my first time of being alone, all alone, in a country that is thousands of miles towards mine. Living alone, financially, mentally, physically.

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